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Mar. 6th, 2005 12:18 pmI think I've snapped into another "Don't want to do anything" mood... INCLUDING EATING. Go away mom. Errgh. >.< I certainly have enough things I CAN do, but there's nothing I WANT to do that interests me. Maybe this comes from my disappointment at Shadow Puppets. Maybe it's just me.
I'm the type of person that has temporary obsessions over things. I have.... "phases," almost. There would be a time when I AM well concentrated on my instruments, and practicing them every day. Of course, in that period there will be smaller divisions. I might practice cello consistently yet ignore koto almost entirely (As I've been doing so far..). But I can clearly remember the time period when I always practiced koto first. Always. Before there WAS cello. Koto before piano. And piano was the one that slacked. There'd be a period of time when I'm more obsessed over reading. In THAT period, I might have a period obsessed over manga. And during THAT period, I might be obsessed over specific series, specific authors (CLAMP, for example. Or Rumiko Takahashi). But then my interest might shift to fantasy books. I can remember that phase during which I was addicted to DRoP (Dragonriders of Pern) and read almost all of them. And Earthsea. Earthsea deserves it, though. A good series. :) But then for a while I might have computer addiction. KoL, for example. Livejournal (XD). Roleplaying. Fanfiction (the problem with ff is that I write, then that phase of obsession ends, and I'm left with fics I have no intention of completing. Or maybe I want to complete them, but then if I reread what I wrote, I'm surprised by the sheer terribleness of it and can't bear to complete them). Neopets. Now THAT's one that comes back frequently during computer obsessions. Because within it I can be obsessed over more. Their rp boards. The guild. The games. Avatars. Neoquest. Whatever. That's just how I AM. It's how dad is, too. Except he might have it worse than I do. But does it matter? No. Because HE doesn't get annoyed at himself. No, he only gets annoyed at me. But that's besides the point. Ah, well. I had a period of obsession over writing in my diary. And over Quenya. That had several returning phases. Unfortunately, they are so widely spaced that by the time I reobsess over Quenya, I'd forgotten most except the first two lessons. -.- I really dislike this. Oh well. It leaves so many loose ends hanging open...
-Strangles dad- It's all YOUR fault. You and your stupid genes. RAWR.
I'm the type of person that has temporary obsessions over things. I have.... "phases," almost. There would be a time when I AM well concentrated on my instruments, and practicing them every day. Of course, in that period there will be smaller divisions. I might practice cello consistently yet ignore koto almost entirely (As I've been doing so far..). But I can clearly remember the time period when I always practiced koto first. Always. Before there WAS cello. Koto before piano. And piano was the one that slacked. There'd be a period of time when I'm more obsessed over reading. In THAT period, I might have a period obsessed over manga. And during THAT period, I might be obsessed over specific series, specific authors (CLAMP, for example. Or Rumiko Takahashi). But then my interest might shift to fantasy books. I can remember that phase during which I was addicted to DRoP (Dragonriders of Pern) and read almost all of them. And Earthsea. Earthsea deserves it, though. A good series. :) But then for a while I might have computer addiction. KoL, for example. Livejournal (XD). Roleplaying. Fanfiction (the problem with ff is that I write, then that phase of obsession ends, and I'm left with fics I have no intention of completing. Or maybe I want to complete them, but then if I reread what I wrote, I'm surprised by the sheer terribleness of it and can't bear to complete them). Neopets. Now THAT's one that comes back frequently during computer obsessions. Because within it I can be obsessed over more. Their rp boards. The guild. The games. Avatars. Neoquest. Whatever. That's just how I AM. It's how dad is, too. Except he might have it worse than I do. But does it matter? No. Because HE doesn't get annoyed at himself. No, he only gets annoyed at me. But that's besides the point. Ah, well. I had a period of obsession over writing in my diary. And over Quenya. That had several returning phases. Unfortunately, they are so widely spaced that by the time I reobsess over Quenya, I'd forgotten most except the first two lessons. -.- I really dislike this. Oh well. It leaves so many loose ends hanging open...
-Strangles dad- It's all YOUR fault. You and your stupid genes. RAWR.
