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[chu_totoro]

x.x Sleepyyyyyy.

I stayed up too late last night talking books with kyouten.

Session Start (thethirdChang:ouvalyrin): Wed Jul 19 20:43:36 2006
Session Close (ouvalyrin): Thu Jul 20 01:06:07 2006

LOOK AT THAT. we went on for over 4 hours. Yes, with pauses in the middle, but still. Scary.

And when we both get started typing, our typing speed becomes v. fast and we also interlace different topics at the same time and then go back and read what each other wrote so we're essentially half-multitasking multiple conversations at once-- like in a chatroom! only it's just the two of us. XD;;

[20:45:39] ouvalyrin: i read pet semetary!
[20:46:01] ouvalyrin: * sematery
[20:46:04] ouvalyrin: * semataryu
[20:46:07] ouvalyrin: * sematary
[20:46:12] ouvalyrin: *fails so much*

ehehehe typing too fast can be funny.

Also! I vowed to do stuff today. i.e. actually instrument, do Chinese hw, walk dog etc (although he got walked twice last night)...

I sit down in front of the piano, and OBSESSION TAKES OVER.

Obsession is scary.

So I haven't practiced any piano I SHOULD'VE been practicing yet, and I haven't touched any other instrument, I've just been obsessively practicing certain non-teacher-pieces at the piano, and now it's TWO. wtf. Where did all the time go?!?! @.@

Also, news. Adam might come home briefly after all, sometime August. And he might bring Katie with him! Katie Cadamatre-- his Korean girlfriend who was raised by Italian parents. I want to meet her. She seems cool.

mm 'sall. back to obsessive playing.

1407 edit: Oh Del I asked Darren if he can do Max on heavy...

[14:06:37] dareonion: :(
[14:06:39] dareonion: not an a
[14:06:43] dareonion: but i've b'ed it
[14:06:56] dareonion: and only max 300

OK I have not much idea what he talks about, but I'm sure you can understand it. :D mmk yah.

1519 edit:

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.  (Doesn't everyone?)	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  (Never did.)	✓ I own lots of books.  (*looks over at Melody. the glint begins to spark*)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (Contacts.)	✓ I love to play video games.  (To play, yes. Not to OWN. Or to play too often.)	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.  (...accidental discoveries on my brother's computer do not count.)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	× I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (nerrrrrr)
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

✓ I have broken someone's bones.  (Mine own.)	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.  (I love the rain!)
✓ I'm paranoid at times.  (Everyone should be)	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.  (ew no.)	× I need/want money right now.
✓ I love sushi.  (Sashimi!)	× I talk really, really fast.  (I *can* sometimes.)	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.  (Two.)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (Nails for guzheng, hair/mascara for dance performances.)	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look.  (I don't hate it, if that's what you're getting at.)	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (I bet I have, even if I can't think up of an example on the spot.)	× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings.  (PMS.)	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	✓ I slept with a roommate.  (...in the same room. And occasionally bed, depending on where.)
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends.  (I love my friends. :D)
× I have pecked someone of the same sex.  (... like a chicken?)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone.   (To some extent.)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.  (Used to.)
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.  (YES.)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.  (That'd be sad.)
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	× I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone.	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.  (ohsotrue~)	✓ I want to have children in the future.  (mmhmm)
× I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.  (Why would I do that?)	× I'm not allergic to anything.  (Pollen.)
✓ I have a lot to learn.  (Everyone has a lot to learn. Sometimes including learning that you have a lot to learn.)	× I am shy around the opposite sex.  (Not in particular.)	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.  (Nope.)	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  (Alcohol.)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music.  (Too much pop can get to you.)
✓ I would die for my best friends.  (mm.)	✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.  (I'm definitely obsessive. _ _;;)	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.  (:D)	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.  (and sleepy)
× I'm obsessed with guys.	× Democrat.	× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger.  (On a general scale, I think girls go for older and guys go for younger.)
× I study for tests most of the time.  (hahaha)	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.  (Don't pay attention.)	× I can work on a car.  (If I have to.)
× I love my job(s).  (Don't have one.)	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.  (I don't have my ears pierced.)
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.  (Yay!)	✓ I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles.  (Hahaha makes me think of Dragonball.)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	✓ I am proficient on a musical instrument.  (Three. XD)
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.  (I'm in HS.)	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	× I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.   (huh?)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.  (TGIF is pretty good.)	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.  (Hahaha my mom used to get pissed at me when I was little-- "that's unsanitary!!!")	✓ I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.  (Ridden.)	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.  (Nuuu I lost Coonie. >> Have all the others.)	✓ I talk in my sleep.  (Sometimes.)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	× I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie.
✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.  (hahahahaha)	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.  (When I find someone worth murdering.)	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.  (That makes no sense.)	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.  (You were supposed to be tagged?)	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	✓ I am extremely flexible.  (Generally speaking, yes. From a dancer's POV, no.)	✓ I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.  (heh.)
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.  (Hey, people say I'm normal.)	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.  (...I can crack a bullwhip! ... don't laugh, it's a lot harder than you think.)
✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.  (...who does?)	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.  (Sometimes.)
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.  (Vaguely.)
× I can't stand being alone.  (I was alone most of my childhood.)	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.  (ehehehehe)	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.  (wtf?)
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.  (I think I spent $100-150 on boomerangs this trip.)	✓ I'm a judgmental asshole.  (mmhmm.)	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.  (Aussie! China!)	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.  (Never for long.)	× I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.  (...if you really get good enough at something, you know you're good at it.)
× I am a Libertarian.  (wuh?)	✓ I can speak more than one language.  (Mandarin!)	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.  (Noise dissolves into background hubbub...)
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.  (No kidding.)	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
✓ I have no piercings.	✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.  (Airport.)	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	× There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.  (...)
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.  (o__O)	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.  (Oh, I remember the day I finished Monte Cristo...)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	✓ I dislike milk.  (Lactose intolerant.)	× I obsessively wash my hands.  (No, don't have OCD.)
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.  (Um, I never take off friendship bracelets? Or the free Aussie necklace.)	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	✓ I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.  (You mean like the additional tags? Or that I clicked enter and manually changed everything. @@)	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	✓ I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.  (Don't have a car.)	× I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.  (YES.)	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.  (She doesn't have a basement.)	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.  (...no.)	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.  (School plays.)
✓ I enjoy burritos.  (They're not bad.)	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.  (Well, something "fun" vs. something "generically fun," yes.)	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.  (HAHAHA.)
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.  (...learn from your mistakes.)	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.  (Can't.)	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.  (huh?)
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out.  (Occasionally. XD)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.  (If you concentrate enough on any one thing, sport or instruments or hw, your mind goes blank on other stuff for a bit.)	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	✓ I can only hate someone that I love.  (I don't think I've ever really hated anyone though, so I can't really say.)	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

2147 edit: Well, that was amusing, to say the least.

Random missed calls from Zano, called back, he got this really shrill pitched girl who from the tones of it it was Angela to impersonate Delmar except not really, because it was in a v. obv. impersonating fashion, and the whole time I was sitting there eating 綠豆湯 and cracking up except not into the phone, and it was greatly amusing.

I am now v. cheered.

In other news, practicing cello outside must be the best idea ever, because it's not as hot and you don't start sweating and it's better for concentration and the sound rings out into the open and it's great because you can practice on for an hour and not notice or check the clock or anything...

EXCEPT MOSQUITOES. T__T;;

oh well, wasn't too bad. I don't get "giant" mosquito bites anymore. They diminish down to a red dot after a day or three.

Comments

[kyouten.livejournal.com]

*glints back*

it's a horrible thing, to discover you've deleted all your pretty book-icons

[chu-totoro.livejournal.com]

*glitters*

it's a horrible thing, to never have any book-icons in the first place

[chu-totoro.livejournal.com]

Pffft, I'm deliberately missing the point. See the point?

Yeah, the supposed maturity age for girls is 18 and guys 21? Three years. Doesn't seem that bad, but for HSers 3 years makes for a pretty big difference...