Cookies

[chu_totoro]

Cookie on top of the ice cream, he calls it.

Cookies are good to bake, good to sell, good to feed, good to eat.... not to RUN.

I hate running "cookies." more than I hate running half-miles.

I'm going to be sick now. ><

In other news, thankee watashiwaying for the new helmet. ^^ 'slots better than my old makeshift one.

2138: Damn. DAMN.

I know, better than anyone, how sorely I'm in need of practice. Not just cello. I focused everything EVERYTHING on cello the week before last, and now that's over but the concerto is pressing and so's Mars and Jupiter because they're going to audition soon and I still haven't really sat down and went over it at all. Still faking. And I of all people KNOW I need to stop faking and start looking at it and the earlier the better, but CM's pressing and again I of all people know how I really need to practice piano now and memorize everything and get things up to par... and it requires consistent practice every day too.

So I'll do it.

... 'snot like I absolutely despise practicing. But damn, why can't I have more time in a day? I don't WANT to go to bed every day after 12 PRACTICING stupid stupid instruments. And not to say I don't have hw. I don't LIKE being chronically sleep deprived. Except I have to do it and I know I have to do it and I HATE IT.

I don't want to go to the stupid track meet either. I know I should practice BOTH cello stuff too, Kim and school stuff, and all of this would be fine if it comes separately, but NO OF COURSE *EVERYTHING* COMES AT THE SAME TIME...

No school breaks whatsoever. And now there's no way I can delay this stuff, I have to do it all at once I can't even stagger it out or anything there's not enough TIME.

There's NEVER enough time.

I hate March. I just want to live through this stupid month and wait for spring break...

Maybe I'll cut myself from the nets for a while. At this rate, procrastination will quite literally bring about my eternal DOOM.

Comments

[dcdcnews.livejournal.com]

Well, if you guys have the High school exit exam for sophomores, you have like, half a day for two days of free time (if you're not a sophomore, that is).

Sigh. At least cut yourself from the nets after your cell phone starts working.

Goodnight /hug

[chu-totoro.livejournal.com]

They took that a while back.

And you know v. well that I can't afford to do that, I doubt I'll be getting my cellphone for weeks to come, maybe months. -,-

[fwufferz.livejournal.com]

Why, when I see the word cookie, do I think of the computer cookie? -shakes head-

Are you guys going to CMEA?

OMG I hate time. I wish I could stop it, rewind it, fast forward it, and do all kinds of wacky things with it.

Spring break is at the END of april too. Waaaah.

Maybe I'll cut myself
Um, yea, I didnt quite read the whole sentence yet.

I'm beginning to have this *thing* against swearing..

[chu-totoro.livejournal.com]

I knowwww~ how I long for spring break~~ T__T

CMEA... dun think so. Maybe?

Ehehe ^^;