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chu_totoroSkateboard hill is freakin' HUGE.
... we were supposed to do an EASY run today, dammit. >_< he left instructions...!
Gah. Cut orch today, 'coz I woke up and looked at the clock - 7:00 - and I had to get up because school was 7:50, yet when I thought about cooking breakfast and eating and changing and WAKING UP and making lunch and cleaning up my hw and stuff (didn't bother to last night) and finishing all by 7:30 since that's when I leave, I thought "ugh," and then I remembered that I'm going to have to see Francisco for an hour and a half, and I thought "UGH," so instead I got up, found my mom, and made her call in a sick leave.
Mom: What? Skip school? You're not sick!
Me: Just... skip a bit... in the morning...
Mom: That's not good.
Me: I'm tiiiiired~
Mom: What've you got first?
Me: Orchestraaa... w/Dr. F....
Mom: Oh well then, that's okay then. You can go back to sleep.
^^;;
Tiffany depresses me. She is a spoilsport. She refuses to play frisbee with me (or, she agreed, then backed out being a LAAAAMER which is worse). This makes me sad. There were a bunch of guys playing on the field, which made me sadder, because I wanted to join and she would. not. and I would've gone by myself except she quite literally. RAN AWAY. and I chased her on natural instinct to try and bring her back and yes, I am v. vexed. I need someone like Eliza here. 'coz SHE would play, unlike... well, I'll refrain from cursing Tiff to hell 'coz I have SOME respect for her, but srsly. it's irritating. and depressing. very much so.
.... rehearsal in 1.5 hrs. that's even more depressing. I kind of wish I don't have cello. At all. I mean, I know it helps me improve and screw the fact that I'm going to shame myself when she makes us play one by one because with the rest of her students I literally SUCK... but. all the stuff I'm doing, it's all good for me but I kind of wish there weren't so much. Like learning cello is good and kind of fun but just. I would rather I hadn't learned it and wtf why DID I ever learn it in the first place if Boitz is going to leave, I know doing lots of stuff is good but I don't like starting so many things and not being able to do my best in ALL of them because I just can't split myself that much, y'know. like. biting off more than I can chew.
Ick. I'll probably get over this phase once the concert's over. I think I'm getting erratic mood swings 'coz of my period. And it made today's run that much worse, with cramps and all. >_<
Edit: Oookay. My feet hurt. Walter is right. Waiting 'til Taiwan for real shoes is going to KILL me. ... but. if I had time before Taiwan. any time at all. you think I WOULDN'T GO BUY SOME?! T.T screw you, concert.
... WAH I WANT TO SEE BRIGADOON~!!!!! *angst wangst* T.T
... we were supposed to do an EASY run today, dammit. >_< he left instructions...!
Gah. Cut orch today, 'coz I woke up and looked at the clock - 7:00 - and I had to get up because school was 7:50, yet when I thought about cooking breakfast and eating and changing and WAKING UP and making lunch and cleaning up my hw and stuff (didn't bother to last night) and finishing all by 7:30 since that's when I leave, I thought "ugh," and then I remembered that I'm going to have to see Francisco for an hour and a half, and I thought "UGH," so instead I got up, found my mom, and made her call in a sick leave.
Mom: What? Skip school? You're not sick!
Me: Just... skip a bit... in the morning...
Mom: That's not good.
Me: I'm tiiiiired~
Mom: What've you got first?
Me: Orchestraaa... w/Dr. F....
Mom: Oh well then, that's okay then. You can go back to sleep.
^^;;
Tiffany depresses me. She is a spoilsport. She refuses to play frisbee with me (or, she agreed, then backed out being a LAAAAMER which is worse). This makes me sad. There were a bunch of guys playing on the field, which made me sadder, because I wanted to join and she would. not. and I would've gone by myself except she quite literally. RAN AWAY. and I chased her on natural instinct to try and bring her back and yes, I am v. vexed. I need someone like Eliza here. 'coz SHE would play, unlike... well, I'll refrain from cursing Tiff to hell 'coz I have SOME respect for her, but srsly. it's irritating. and depressing. very much so.
.... rehearsal in 1.5 hrs. that's even more depressing. I kind of wish I don't have cello. At all. I mean, I know it helps me improve and screw the fact that I'm going to shame myself when she makes us play one by one because with the rest of her students I literally SUCK... but. all the stuff I'm doing, it's all good for me but I kind of wish there weren't so much. Like learning cello is good and kind of fun but just. I would rather I hadn't learned it and wtf why DID I ever learn it in the first place if Boitz is going to leave, I know doing lots of stuff is good but I don't like starting so many things and not being able to do my best in ALL of them because I just can't split myself that much, y'know. like. biting off more than I can chew.
Ick. I'll probably get over this phase once the concert's over. I think I'm getting erratic mood swings 'coz of my period. And it made today's run that much worse, with cramps and all. >_<
Edit: Oookay. My feet hurt. Walter is right. Waiting 'til Taiwan for real shoes is going to KILL me. ... but. if I had time before Taiwan. any time at all. you think I WOULDN'T GO BUY SOME?! T.T screw you, concert.
... WAH I WANT TO SEE BRIGADOON~!!!!! *angst wangst* T.T
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Date: 2006-02-08 06:44 pm (UTC)that's HELLA COOL! ^_^