i skipped a day again!!! 無力...

[chu_totoro]

i shall put a notification in my phone and see if that helps >_>


gratitude
i am grateful to the world for giving me such wonderful, knowledgable and lovable parents
i am grateful to live in the modern era of comfort and wellbeing
i am grateful i learned to dance when i was young
i am grateful i had the chance to take so many classes and go to so many camps which not all children had
i am grateful i learned to develop my own personality instead of always living up to whatever people told me to do like i did when i was little
i am grateful to have the chance to find chances for self-expression and serenity around me and not be so focused on achieving great things all the time
i am grateful to have the chance to work with a positive, upbeat and easily excitable co-coordinator

forgiveness
i forgive myself for not being nice all the time. there's a difference between being nice and putting up with shit and being a pushover
i forgive myself for having negative thoughts about other people. if others disrespect you negative thoughts are natural, and everyone has limits
i forgive myself for not conforming to unreasonable perfectionist expectations
i forgive myself for getting angry
i forgive myself for not going out
i forgive myself for not living up to others' expectations

admiration
i have been admired for keeping my cool
i have been admired for the colors of my nails
i have been admired for being relaxed
i have been admired for being shallow
i have been admired for being deep
i have been admired for being spontaneous
i have been admired for being crazy
i have been admired for being weird