day 14

[chu_totoro]

forgiveness
i forgive myself for not being productive and/or organized today. to help with that, added a quick to do list at the bottom
i forgive myself for playing grow games for so long
i forgive myself for putting off washing rice. will do first thing tmr after eating and walking.
i forgive myself for sleeping a little later than i'd like still. much better today. :) i should set up a nighttime routine that i automatically follow whenever it hits my nighttime alarm, so it's easier to stop doing whatever i'm doing and go do it lol
i forgive myself for being sloppy with work sometimes. forgiving doesn't mean that it's ok however. will work on it lol
i forgive myself for not doing this earlier as i intended

admiration
i have been admired for finding all sorts of weird games
i have been admired for being easygoing and relaxed
i have been admired for reading very fast
i have been admired for liking to code
i have been admired for getting work done faster than expected
i have been admired for knowing a lot about martial arts novels (albeit not actual martial arts)
i have been admired for traveling a lot
i have been admired for knowing a lot about asia, tho my knowledge still pales in comparison to my madre :)
i have been admired for sticking to promises i make to myself

gratitude
i am grateful for the food that fills my belly. thanks allen. or was it alan. i haven't figured this one out yet QQ
i am grateful for good books. reading to kill a mockingbird right now and it's really good <3
i am grateful for the ipad which i can carry many books with at a time
i am grateful for my geeky dad who is so considerate as to preload a ton of books for me and send them to me via gmail all the time. thanks dad <3 and thanks for always giving me great book recs
i am grateful for my quirky artsy family who often recommend me interesting books, movies, plays... etc to go read/see. life is never boring with them around.
i am grateful for people i can make geeky jokes with, whether it be cs, ancient chinese quotes, shakespeare... what have you. cleverly made chinese puns are so fun :3
i am grateful for a happy and easygoing family, even if we've gone thru a lot of tough times
i am grateful for my lovely sister and her medical skills and loud laughter. she's often trying to cheer people up in her own way and even tho she gets frustrated and scary sometimes she's only that way because she's trying to be responsible and help people and take on more than she can chew, she's really a great person at heart. <3 love you sis
i am grateful for my sister's wife who is knowledgable and clever and knows how to mend things fantastically! she is also cheerful most all of the time. i don't think i have ever really seen her sulky, more just annoyed and/or lecture-y.
i am grateful for all the positive people in my life, including my doggie HAHA


to do--

clean desk
wash rice ^ ^
print out calendar for jan
organize folders etc for school
clarify appt time
print out schedule
VACUUM
go home (take macbook)

install bookshelf