Firstly, you sound exactly like someone I know. Well, I know you, but still. You sound like a close friend of mine from back home.

Hmm. How do I put it?

I think it's all a personal thing? How much you miss someone, and how much you're going to care if or when they're gone.

So don't feel bad about not missing people.

In fact missing people sucks.

I'd say a bit more, but bleh. Beautifully written entry, by the way.

P.S: HOW BIG IS HARKER? Because there are about 50 people in my year, which would make it even smaller than Harker, I think.

I win. =D

P.P.S: Another thing is, the more you experience something, the more you're numbed to the emotional turmoil. I've never left anyone behind before, at least not people I lived with and connected with, while you've been to millions of camps if I'm correct. Whereas if someone told me to, say, "stop being such a bloody emotional idiot", it wouldn't hurt anymore because about 18293712361270 people have told me that already.

Just some thoughts. ^^

*hugs anyway*