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really change that bg picture of my soul tree. there's a face in there i don't want LOL. maybe i should replace it with a picture of dance <3
warm and fuzzy
i don't know why he randomly msgs me like once a year?? is he drunk/high? did he mistake me for somebody else? a year and a half ago in one of those random convos he was like begging me to visit him which is REALLY weird because we hadn't talked to each other for years (and weren't even like. friends. to begin with) so i always think he's on something buuuut i had a huge mega-crush on him when i first started playing cello so
it's ok <3
&he has a gf but it's kay, it's not really like that for me anyway. but these cray-cray msgs are cute
i spent a good 30-40 minutes today drawing a comic strip for jokayne instead of doing my cs project hehe. i'm very proud. imma upload into my fb portfolio when i have time!! i also wrote a postcard to a good friend in OH... i think writing postcards can sometimes really make you realize how far you've come. i remembered the days when i was in korea (only a little over a year ago!), before i met victor/wendy/justin/eliz, before i started dancing or had, really, any friends to speak of... and all of my setbacks, my disappointments at the audition rejects and that feeling of failure just suddenly seemed so light in comparison to the grey numb and empty days that i'm just happy and thankful to be alive :) i need to write more postcards coz i love my friends and i've stocked up so much stationary in the past few years that my drawer is overflowing hehe
so lucky to be alive mmmmmmm ^^
warm and fuzzy
i don't know why he randomly msgs me like once a year?? is he drunk/high? did he mistake me for somebody else? a year and a half ago in one of those random convos he was like begging me to visit him which is REALLY weird because we hadn't talked to each other for years (and weren't even like. friends. to begin with) so i always think he's on something buuuut i had a huge mega-crush on him when i first started playing cello so
it's ok <3
&he has a gf but it's kay, it's not really like that for me anyway. but these cray-cray msgs are cute
i spent a good 30-40 minutes today drawing a comic strip for jokayne instead of doing my cs project hehe. i'm very proud. imma upload into my fb portfolio when i have time!! i also wrote a postcard to a good friend in OH... i think writing postcards can sometimes really make you realize how far you've come. i remembered the days when i was in korea (only a little over a year ago!), before i met victor/wendy/justin/eliz, before i started dancing or had, really, any friends to speak of... and all of my setbacks, my disappointments at the audition rejects and that feeling of failure just suddenly seemed so light in comparison to the grey numb and empty days that i'm just happy and thankful to be alive :) i need to write more postcards coz i love my friends and i've stocked up so much stationary in the past few years that my drawer is overflowing hehe
so lucky to be alive mmmmmmm ^^
