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this stress
it's only 3 days back into school and i already can't sleep because there's too much work on my mind, i already want to cry and give up
when there's too much i always feel upset, like what's the point of doing any of this if i know i'm not going to be able to do it well in the time i have left. and what's the point of doing all this if i know it's just going to make my life miserable, even if i can reach the deadline.
i'm so tired of this lifestyle. but i also don't want to revert to a lifestyle where i'm on top of everything all the time because the only way i can manage that is to cut everything else out of my life and i don't want to do that either.
ugh. i just want to be able to sleep well.
going to try to sleep at 11 every day.
it's only 3 days back into school and i already can't sleep because there's too much work on my mind, i already want to cry and give up
when there's too much i always feel upset, like what's the point of doing any of this if i know i'm not going to be able to do it well in the time i have left. and what's the point of doing all this if i know it's just going to make my life miserable, even if i can reach the deadline.
i'm so tired of this lifestyle. but i also don't want to revert to a lifestyle where i'm on top of everything all the time because the only way i can manage that is to cut everything else out of my life and i don't want to do that either.
ugh. i just want to be able to sleep well.
going to try to sleep at 11 every day.
