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am at a bit of a loss as to what to do with myself this weekend
it's hard to keep your goals in sight haha
or maybe it's because i have too many, so it's hard to focus
dancing and playing bball last sem has taught me something useful - which is that when you're tired, exercise is actually the solution!! so counterintuitive. i think for most of my life i assumed that rest was the solution (i just always played tag/frisbee because i loved them so much), which probably explains why i've been so inactive for what, the past 4 years. &the fact that i kept going to asia, where people don't exercise >>;
in other news, i only really joined hip hop last semester to exercise and be more social, but it's surprisingly addicting. it's like piano on steroids! haha. i think there's just something about music and the flow of music that's just right. it's like when they always said "music is a form of expression", and your were like, yadda yadda ok that's cool, but then i mean so is art (which i suck at) and so is writing (which i'm ok at) but. agh i've retyped this like 5 times but i still can't verbalize it so i give up. :(
it's interesting to note that piano allows you to create your own music, while dance allows you to fully express yourself in whatever way you choose within that music
maybe someday when i get good enough at both i can create something for myself to dance to?! that would be ultimate perfection right?!?!!
it'd be pretty sick if i could do that before i was 30
OK SEVEN MORE YEARS TO GET THOSE 10,000 HOURS GOGOGOOO
(if i keep picking up new interests like this i'm not gonna get anything done before i'm 40-______-;;)
it's hard to keep your goals in sight haha
or maybe it's because i have too many, so it's hard to focus
dancing and playing bball last sem has taught me something useful - which is that when you're tired, exercise is actually the solution!! so counterintuitive. i think for most of my life i assumed that rest was the solution (i just always played tag/frisbee because i loved them so much), which probably explains why i've been so inactive for what, the past 4 years. &the fact that i kept going to asia, where people don't exercise >>;
in other news, i only really joined hip hop last semester to exercise and be more social, but it's surprisingly addicting. it's like piano on steroids! haha. i think there's just something about music and the flow of music that's just right. it's like when they always said "music is a form of expression", and your were like, yadda yadda ok that's cool, but then i mean so is art (which i suck at) and so is writing (which i'm ok at) but. agh i've retyped this like 5 times but i still can't verbalize it so i give up. :(
it's interesting to note that piano allows you to create your own music, while dance allows you to fully express yourself in whatever way you choose within that music
maybe someday when i get good enough at both i can create something for myself to dance to?! that would be ultimate perfection right?!?!!
it'd be pretty sick if i could do that before i was 30
OK SEVEN MORE YEARS TO GET THOSE 10,000 HOURS GOGOGOOO
(if i keep picking up new interests like this i'm not gonna get anything done before i'm 40-______-;;)
