Mar. 20th, 2009

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So I was sunning myself on the benches just outside the music building (man I'm going to miss those benches when I leave) and it got too hot after a while so I moved onto the table (with the umbrella and all) and fell asleep and didn't wake up until 2:30.

whooooooops.

So yes, Aaron and co. (band people) were all making fun of me =.= &I stumbled about and got my stuff and drove home still half asleep and I hope I didn't have a bedhead because I didn't feel like checking in a mirror.

still. not. completely. awake. v____________v~

Bumped into an alumni or three on the way out, have a concert tonight and CMEA tomorrow, still don't have a page turner, apparently I look scary when I'm half asleep (thanks Josh), tomorrow's trio's going to be so half-assed except it'll still be better than some people working their butts off except that doesn't change the fact that it could be even better, but whatever. Imma forget about this time and find nice dedicated people to chamber with next time. (I still want to play Brahms Trio No.2 again w/o cut this time. &maybe No.1 again if anyone wants to. And I want to learn Mendelssohn Trio No.2, and Rachmaninoff's Trio Elegiaques, and Faure Piano Quartet No.1, and Brahm's Double Concerto, and Passacaglia (duh), aaaaaaaaand I haven't figured out whether I want to play piano or cello for all of those yet and tbh I wouldn't mind trying Brahms again cello part and yes, I know I'm getting kind of ridiculous because there's no way I'm getting to all of those before year's end but anyway they are on my to-do list and I better get into a college with a good music dept or I will cry. Yay for run-on sentences.)

edit: I'm looking over yesterday's rant and I get the feeling that I was so touchy, so pent-up, and someone touched me and I just burst into flame, would've bitten their hand off if I could. Like if I were a balloon that was just getting bigger and bigger and someone poked a needle into me and I just popped and all the air just came rushing out, rushing, rushing, and couldn't stop.

lmao my mental imagery makes me feel so ridiculous.

Anyway am in better mood now thanks to nap. Off to class~

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