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Dec. 2nd, 2007 01:17 pmI am so lazy.
Why am I so lazy? I don't want to be lazy. T___T
It's not that I can't not be lazy and get things done, it's just that. It takes so much more effort. Example! Something needs to be done. I am lazy and don't want to do it. My conscience panics about me being lazy and I snap into a second level of brain where I look at my laziness and shake my head and go nonono this won't do AAAAAAAAAARGH! and drag my body up and force it to go do work and after a little bit hopefully I get into the work and start focusing on it, either that or I do it for a bit, get bored, and slump back into being lazy until I start panicking about being too lazy and the same thing happens again. You see how that's not the same as just-- not being lazy, period?
With a lot of things, 'smore like I want to do them not because I want to do them, but because I don't want to do them and I don't want to not want to do them and I force myself to do them!
Double negative. Maybe they're the same thing. But I don't think so.
fjajfljkglfjgl;kajjpweroiqgfhajfalsjflasjflajfla;fa I am not naturally diligent. WHY.
edit:...okay. I recognize your need to send us emails about additional work and whatnot, but is it necessary to make them nasty emails constantly reminding us of our failure?
Stop threatening us with loss of points and "disappointment." Srsly. That only works when we hold you in the highest respect and value the importance of your opinion. Which doesn't happen when you're disappointed no matter what we do.
bitter old woman.
OK I feel more civil towards her now. Not that she isn't being a bitter old woman, but I'm feeling civil enough to sympathize with her bitterness, so I rescind the nasty things I said about her. :(
lulz I was being a bitter little girl. oh irony~
edit 0110: LOL it's 0110 military time right now!! symmetry ahahhaaha. You know 0110 equals 6 in binary. /nodnod
ohohoh 9 minutes ago it was 0101. which is... 5 in binary! wait do you go from right to left or left to right. Maybe it's 10. hmmmmmm.
You know people who smoke pot become insanely stupid while they're on pot. They get into hysterics over things that aren't even funny. You can say, "look, a pencil," and they'll laugh their head off for five minutes. And if you add, "look, it's yellow!" they'll laugh for another eight.
Not that, you know, I smoke pot. I just thought of that randomly. Did you guys know my dad has a pot license?
On that note, I just remembered, I won the bet with Hoffman! Maybe there were pot-smokers at the concert, but from the fringes to squeezing up to the stage where hundreds of people are crammed into 10 feet of space, I didn't smell any pot. Gotta remember to tell him that tomorrow. hahahahaha. And the flames. Fall Out Boy likes fire. Did you know that? In the middle of their songs these big flames in the back, real flames real fire, would go BANG WHOOOOOSH! and you can feel the heat ._____. You would also get a right big scare, esp the first couple of times, but that's beside the point.
A funny thing - I liked a lot of their songs live that I didn't like much at all on disc. Even though they're supposed to be worse live.
whatever.
Why am I so lazy? I don't want to be lazy. T___T
It's not that I can't not be lazy and get things done, it's just that. It takes so much more effort. Example! Something needs to be done. I am lazy and don't want to do it. My conscience panics about me being lazy and I snap into a second level of brain where I look at my laziness and shake my head and go nonono this won't do AAAAAAAAAARGH! and drag my body up and force it to go do work and after a little bit hopefully I get into the work and start focusing on it, either that or I do it for a bit, get bored, and slump back into being lazy until I start panicking about being too lazy and the same thing happens again. You see how that's not the same as just-- not being lazy, period?
With a lot of things, 'smore like I want to do them not because I want to do them, but because I don't want to do them and I don't want to not want to do them and I force myself to do them!
Double negative. Maybe they're the same thing. But I don't think so.
fjajfljkglfjgl;kajjpweroiqgfhajfalsjflasjflajfla;fa I am not naturally diligent. WHY.
edit:
Stop threatening us with loss of points and "disappointment." Srsly. That only works when we hold you in the highest respect and value the importance of your opinion. Which doesn't happen when you're disappointed no matter what we do.
bitter old woman.
OK I feel more civil towards her now. Not that she isn't being a bitter old woman, but I'm feeling civil enough to sympathize with her bitterness, so I rescind the nasty things I said about her. :(
lulz I was being a bitter little girl. oh irony~
edit 0110: LOL it's 0110 military time right now!! symmetry ahahhaaha. You know 0110 equals 6 in binary. /nodnod
ohohoh 9 minutes ago it was 0101. which is... 5 in binary! wait do you go from right to left or left to right. Maybe it's 10. hmmmmmm.
You know people who smoke pot become insanely stupid while they're on pot. They get into hysterics over things that aren't even funny. You can say, "look, a pencil," and they'll laugh their head off for five minutes. And if you add, "look, it's yellow!" they'll laugh for another eight.
Not that, you know, I smoke pot. I just thought of that randomly. Did you guys know my dad has a pot license?
On that note, I just remembered, I won the bet with Hoffman! Maybe there were pot-smokers at the concert, but from the fringes to squeezing up to the stage where hundreds of people are crammed into 10 feet of space, I didn't smell any pot. Gotta remember to tell him that tomorrow. hahahahaha. And the flames. Fall Out Boy likes fire. Did you know that? In the middle of their songs these big flames in the back, real flames real fire, would go BANG WHOOOOOSH! and you can feel the heat ._____. You would also get a right big scare, esp the first couple of times, but that's beside the point.
A funny thing - I liked a lot of their songs live that I didn't like much at all on disc. Even though they're supposed to be worse live.
whatever.
