Fweeee it's my birthday.
I am 15. I feel exactly the same as if I were 14. Nothing seems to have changed.
Except. SANKYUUUU![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
smushedness FOR GETTING ME A PAID ACCOUNT I ♥ YOU YOU ARE ZEE MOST AWESOME ROOMMATE EVAR~~~
er. I will play with it later. Too tired now.
When I get really tired, I find I snap into a zombie mode. Like I'm in now. I finished my work omgwtf, and I was just sitting there NOT going to bed. in front of the computer. like. I was too lazy to move, and I just kind of stared blankly at the screen and did mindless motions over and over again like refresh the flist, check the chat, look at random AIM profiles and click on myspaces and whatnot and completely POINTLESS actions and IMs and... I did it for like. 15 minutes. (well I was also chatting to Del but still. wtf.) before I suddenly snapped and REALIZED I was doing it. And then I was like: I should go to bed. Except I tell myself that, but I was still too lazy to move and I kept doing it until I was like ARGH I MUST STOP and quit AIM.
Anyone ever felt like that before? Anyone?
rar.
PS. I know I get very bitchy and snappish and stuff when I'm tired, and sometimes I'm not aware and sometimes I AM, but that doesn't really stop me because when I'm in that mood I can't... help... it.... yeah. Oh. but for the duration of today, I shall not apologise for any bitchiness because fwee it's my birthday, it's the one of 365 days that I have every RIGHT to be bitchy, and yes. muahahahaaa~ (hehe don't worry I have enough sense not to ruin you guys' days for ya)
.... *feels oddly like... melody...* oO;;
I am 15. I feel exactly the same as if I were 14. Nothing seems to have changed.
Except. SANKYUUUU
smushedness FOR GETTING ME A PAID ACCOUNT I ♥ YOU YOU ARE ZEE MOST AWESOME ROOMMATE EVAR~~~er. I will play with it later. Too tired now.
When I get really tired, I find I snap into a zombie mode. Like I'm in now. I finished my work omgwtf, and I was just sitting there NOT going to bed. in front of the computer. like. I was too lazy to move, and I just kind of stared blankly at the screen and did mindless motions over and over again like refresh the flist, check the chat, look at random AIM profiles and click on myspaces and whatnot and completely POINTLESS actions and IMs and... I did it for like. 15 minutes. (well I was also chatting to Del but still. wtf.) before I suddenly snapped and REALIZED I was doing it. And then I was like: I should go to bed. Except I tell myself that, but I was still too lazy to move and I kept doing it until I was like ARGH I MUST STOP and quit AIM.
Anyone ever felt like that before? Anyone?
rar.
PS. I know I get very bitchy and snappish and stuff when I'm tired, and sometimes I'm not aware and sometimes I AM, but that doesn't really stop me because when I'm in that mood I can't... help... it.... yeah. Oh. but for the duration of today, I shall not apologise for any bitchiness because fwee it's my birthday, it's the one of 365 days that I have every RIGHT to be bitchy, and yes. muahahahaaa~ (hehe don't worry I have enough sense not to ruin you guys' days for ya)
.... *feels oddly like... melody...* oO;;
