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chu_totoroDAMMIT DAMN EVERYTHING WHY DO THEY HAVE TO COME NOW?! WHY NOW WHY NOW WHY NOW WHY NOW WHY. CAN'T. THEY. JUST. LET. ME. FINISH. THE. STUPID. ENTRY. BEFORE. KICKING. ME. OFF?!
Curses. If I remain on the computer, there's a high possibility of getting supremely grounded or even getting my computer taken away. ....library opens at 10. I'll be there. What do they want anyways?
WHAT, SO IF I WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING I SHOULD GO PRACTICE INSTRUMENTS AS SOON AS I WAKE UP AND WAKE UP THE REST OF THE HOUSE AND NOT HAVE ANY FREE TIME FROM THE MOMENT I GET UP 'TIL THE MOMENT I GO TO BED?! GET DRESSED. DO YOUR INSTRUMENTS. PRACTICE FORTY MINUTES. ....WHY ARE YOU HANGING AROUND HERE? GO PRACTICE. OH, YOU'VE PRACTICED ALREADY. GO DO ANOTHER 40 MINUTES. GUESS WHAT? I'M SICK OF THE STUPID INSTRUMENTS I DON'T WANT TO JOIN ORCHESTRA I'M MAD AT THE WORLD RIGHT NOW BECAUSE MY STUPID EFFING PARENTS HAVE INVOKED MY WRATH AND I WANT TO STRANGLE THEM.
........wow, I think that was the last straw. For me and my parents.
...I want to cry...
Edit: Mm.. I actually went through with it. I asked my mom what she expected me to do early in the mornings and she told me to do my instruments, creating the spew of crap above... but then I actually went and practiced piano. ><
I don't think I would have gone through with this a year ago. Wounded pride, sulking, purposely NOT practicing just to spite them... etc. Yadda yadda yadda. And then I probably would have lost my computer. =sigh= Practicing. was the wisest course of action. Wow, I've become much less rebellious, it seems...
Mm. Okay, that's not quite true either, seeing as I'm using the library computer here when I'm totally not supposed to. (I checked out Howl's Moving Castle! Yay!) I guess I'm just not... blatantly rebellious in front of my parents? Wheeee~ I've become more subtle. That's a good thing. Less likely to get caught or grounded this way. And I actually practiced, which gives me a sense of righteousness.
I like this library. I would like to settle down in a soft cushiony armchair and read Howl's Moving Castle. But no, the library is now for superposting. And it'll be better for me to read at home, because then my dad will see me not using the computer (he won't see me in the library, naturally) and reading all the time and then he'll be happy. But I want to read here. Yet if I do, and superpost as well, it'll take too long. And my dad might get suspicious.
....well, basically I use the computer too much. My parents have a point. (Wow, look, I'm conceding. A year ago I would so not say that. I'd die before saying that >>) I'll just do things the way I am now and everyone can be happy. I better work on my superpost now, at any rate... working here is very diff. from working at home, though.....
(Wow, it seems no one is up, even at 10:30... I guess it is a Saturday...)
Edit: Back from library. Almost got run over... by a motorcycle. Stupid crazy driver. Veering just a little too close into the bike lane, don't you think?
Edit: Devoured Howl's Moving Castle. Not bad.
Curses. If I remain on the computer, there's a high possibility of getting supremely grounded or even getting my computer taken away. ....library opens at 10. I'll be there. What do they want anyways?
WHAT, SO IF I WAKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING I SHOULD GO PRACTICE INSTRUMENTS AS SOON AS I WAKE UP AND WAKE UP THE REST OF THE HOUSE AND NOT HAVE ANY FREE TIME FROM THE MOMENT I GET UP 'TIL THE MOMENT I GO TO BED?! GET DRESSED. DO YOUR INSTRUMENTS. PRACTICE FORTY MINUTES. ....WHY ARE YOU HANGING AROUND HERE? GO PRACTICE. OH, YOU'VE PRACTICED ALREADY. GO DO ANOTHER 40 MINUTES. GUESS WHAT? I'M SICK OF THE STUPID INSTRUMENTS I DON'T WANT TO JOIN ORCHESTRA I'M MAD AT THE WORLD RIGHT NOW BECAUSE MY STUPID EFFING PARENTS HAVE INVOKED MY WRATH AND I WANT TO STRANGLE THEM.
........wow, I think that was the last straw. For me and my parents.
...I want to cry...
Edit: Mm.. I actually went through with it. I asked my mom what she expected me to do early in the mornings and she told me to do my instruments, creating the spew of crap above... but then I actually went and practiced piano. ><
I don't think I would have gone through with this a year ago. Wounded pride, sulking, purposely NOT practicing just to spite them... etc. Yadda yadda yadda. And then I probably would have lost my computer. =sigh= Practicing. was the wisest course of action. Wow, I've become much less rebellious, it seems...
Mm. Okay, that's not quite true either, seeing as I'm using the library computer here when I'm totally not supposed to. (I checked out Howl's Moving Castle! Yay!) I guess I'm just not... blatantly rebellious in front of my parents? Wheeee~ I've become more subtle. That's a good thing. Less likely to get caught or grounded this way. And I actually practiced, which gives me a sense of righteousness.
I like this library. I would like to settle down in a soft cushiony armchair and read Howl's Moving Castle. But no, the library is now for superposting. And it'll be better for me to read at home, because then my dad will see me not using the computer (he won't see me in the library, naturally) and reading all the time and then he'll be happy. But I want to read here. Yet if I do, and superpost as well, it'll take too long. And my dad might get suspicious.
....well, basically I use the computer too much. My parents have a point. (Wow, look, I'm conceding. A year ago I would so not say that. I'd die before saying that >>) I'll just do things the way I am now and everyone can be happy. I better work on my superpost now, at any rate... working here is very diff. from working at home, though.....
(Wow, it seems no one is up, even at 10:30... I guess it is a Saturday...)
Edit: Back from library. Almost got run over... by a motorcycle. Stupid crazy driver. Veering just a little too close into the bike lane, don't you think?
Edit: Devoured Howl's Moving Castle. Not bad.
