day f2

i'm on a two day streak at last! wooooooo!

gratitude
i'm grateful to be alive
i'm grateful to have a wonderful and kind family who love and support me very much
i'm grateful for all the weird quirks unique to my family that we share. that's what makes us special <3
i'm grateful to my grandparents for working so hard then and now for their children and grandchildren's sake. i hope that they enjoy a happy old age until they die.
i'm grateful to my teacher for teaching me such fascinating things about chinese history and poetry that i never knew. i am truly blessed to have had the fortune of taking so many interesting classes in berkeley.
i'm grateful to the people in my life who have been kind to me. it's only when i have been around the unkind and selfish whom oppress me that i can truly appreciate those around whom i feel comfortable enough to be myself.
i'm grateful to have water and instant ramen. yes i know it sounds weird but i love spicy ramen and i love water. yay!

forgiveness
i forgive myself for feeling irritated. it's totally normal to feel irritated when people randomly insult you out of the blue.
i forgive myself for not helping out my sister as much as i wanted to. i need to make a list of all the things i want to do so i don't forget them when i have more time in the summer...
i forgive myself for having a hard time concentrating. just need fresh air and some rest :)
i forgive myself for letting my dad get to me on the car. it happens to him too when he's sick! need to eat healthier so i don't get into that super sensitive to noise state

admiration
i have been admired for being a good writer
i have been admired for being sweet
i have been admired for being understanding
i have been admired for making good food <3
i have been admired for baking good cookies :D :D
i have been admired for being a good friend
i have been admired for trying hard to keep in touch, even if i often suck at it xD