day e1

gratitude
i'm grateful to be alive
i'm grateful i had this chance to teach my dance to others and witness it in action, it's pretty damn cool
i'm grateful for rice. cute puppy :D
i'm grateful for the berkeley dance community and to ping for starting afx. who knows what sort of life i would be leading now otherwise.
i'm grateful i have had the fortune to travel to so many places and meet so many people
i'm grateful i have a boyfriend who loves me a lot and is willing to put up with my random moods and all my weirdnesses. it's really blessed to have somebody there who accepts you for who you are :)
i'm grateful for cute erasers they're fun hehe
i'm grateful my computer is behaving itself today and not disappearing randomly on me like it does sometimes
i'm grateful that i have fun friends whom i can go out to eat with together and laugh with too
i'm grateful i had the chance to live in such a nice luxurious apartment ^ ^

forgiveness
i forgive myself for my insecurities and my trivial worries. everyone has them, no need to feel even worse for having them :)
i forgive myself for sleeping late tonight. it happens.
i forgive myself for not making that effort to maintain close friendships with a lot of people. i mean there are a LOT of people. it's impossible to keep up with all of them and it's totally natural to fall out of contact with some of them.
i forgive myself for having boy problems. i think that's normal too. it's a part of being human
i forgive myself for forgetting what i said to someone once and repeating the exact same thing again. it happens lol. derp.

admiration
i have been admired for being sexy
i have been admired for doing a lot
i have been admired for being well organized and my ability to arrange things under duress

good night! i hope this streak will last for longer than just today...