myyyy heaaad huuurts
Mar. 10th, 2011 10:41 amhead. desk. repeat.
could not sleep last night! woke up at 5 with a terrible dream in which i had a fake sister and my real sister was dead (had committed suicide?), slept fitfully after that, woke up at 6 woke up at 7 and could not get back to sleep. i don't know what it was. my head hurt or something. i would be trying to sleep, and then suddenly sit up in bed because it was so frustrating that i couldn't, then flop down for 5 seconds and flop back up because i couldn't stand it anymore.
... and then boy rolls over next to me and snuggles into the pillow, making mmmmmmmmmmm noises (still blissfully asleep), and rubs his face into the sheets.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
brain. explode. go downstairs for some tea.
read email and ponder why it is that i don't like to receive mail from people who are always depressing. maybe it's because they're depressing.
my panda is mocking me on my bed! doom.
let me sleep T____________________T
could not sleep last night! woke up at 5 with a terrible dream in which i had a fake sister and my real sister was dead (had committed suicide?), slept fitfully after that, woke up at 6 woke up at 7 and could not get back to sleep. i don't know what it was. my head hurt or something. i would be trying to sleep, and then suddenly sit up in bed because it was so frustrating that i couldn't, then flop down for 5 seconds and flop back up because i couldn't stand it anymore.
... and then boy rolls over next to me and snuggles into the pillow, making mmmmmmmmmmm noises (still blissfully asleep), and rubs his face into the sheets.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
brain. explode. go downstairs for some tea.
read email and ponder why it is that i don't like to receive mail from people who are always depressing. maybe it's because they're depressing.
my panda is mocking me on my bed! doom.
let me sleep T____________________T