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What I wouldn't give for a warm little heat-radiating kitty right now... but they don't sleep with me anymore. :( They're not kitties anymore really. They're pretty big now.

aldfjalfkja;fa limbs cold head hot, freezing/burning to death at the same time! lovely.

I wish my body would hurry up and raise the fever and just purge myself of all viral excesses. But no, 'senough to get all the miserable aspects but not quite enough to hit high fever to point of purging + sweating it out + recovering the next day. Honestly! I prefer that to continuous half-assed symptoms which are probably going to last another couple of days...

I want to learn how to consciously control my immune system and tell it what to do. Like Fitz! Alas.