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Jan. 10th, 2007 10:45 pmI... had half a mind to make a post very like ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kyouten's, and then I saw her post and had this sudden mad desire to break out in hysterical laughter, but in reality just sat like a stone and didn't do anything.
New Resolution: I resolve not to unreasonably lose my temper against anyone just because I'm in a bitchy mood, particularly my parents, especially especially my dad.
It's not even anything big. Not like the shouting contests when we're seriously pissed off at each other. They don't even get angry at me or punish me or anything. but that makes it even WORSE.
I just have this feeling that... they're spoiling me more and more, you know, and I don't like it. I almost miss the old Asian parent regime when they were strict and controlled just about everything. It was... easier. In a way. Now they don't push me to anything anymore, they expect it to be already done so then it's all self motivation and if anything they actually serve to distract me from my work and... just, faugh.
I guess I'll finish up the last 10 minutes of cello... I wasn't going to, today, but if I can't do THIS until Saturday there's no way I'm going to be able to do that.
sighhhhhhhhhh
kyouten's, and then I saw her post and had this sudden mad desire to break out in hysterical laughter, but in reality just sat like a stone and didn't do anything.New Resolution: I resolve not to unreasonably lose my temper against anyone just because I'm in a bitchy mood, particularly my parents, especially especially my dad.
It's not even anything big. Not like the shouting contests when we're seriously pissed off at each other. They don't even get angry at me or punish me or anything. but that makes it even WORSE.
I just have this feeling that... they're spoiling me more and more, you know, and I don't like it. I almost miss the old Asian parent regime when they were strict and controlled just about everything. It was... easier. In a way. Now they don't push me to anything anymore, they expect it to be already done so then it's all self motivation and if anything they actually serve to distract me from my work and... just, faugh.
I guess I'll finish up the last 10 minutes of cello... I wasn't going to, today, but if I can't do THIS until Saturday there's no way I'm going to be able to do that.
sighhhhhhhhhh
