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Apr. 25th, 2006 05:50 pmAhahaha!
"Life is pain. Anyone who says otherwise is selling something."
*ephemerally amused*
1918 edit: Feck. Dad just turned my mood completely upside-down. wtf. and, dammit, I know what he's thinking, I know what he thinks about me, and I know how it's completely warped, screwed over, and hell there are so many things I want to shout at him to justify myself but he'll never ask, so I'll never explain. He's tired and angry and too tired to be angry, so he's just swallowing it and if he's doing that there's nothing for me to say, it's like the section in 天龍八部 where 蕭峰 tells that story and... ugh.
2241 edit: The hell, he's done NOTHING but get mad at me all day, I'm sick of it, and I know he's going to get mad at me later coz I screwed over mom's computer when I was researching on it and wasn't being careful and was treating it like my computer (yeah it's an old crappy mac but that also means it never gets infected with ANYTHING) and there's mild ad-ware on it now and that's totally my fault and he can get rid of it really easily because mad-engineer person and all, but I'm still going to get lectured for it and in that he's completely justified, I know I know, but just thinking about more anger and talking and lectures and general pissiness makes me tired. and probably restrictions on mom's computer and compromises and maybe groundings or the laying of laws (been throughhhh this befoooore) and just ehhhhh. wtf was wrong with him today anyway?
2316 edit: Daaaamn. My life at school is so happy. And then I come home and I'm still happy, and then it becomes terrible. And I feel like I'd be happier if I could actually cry, but when I think about it honestly, I don't think I'd actually be. =X Anyway. will be happy at school again tmr. XD
0036 edit: Look it's tomorrow!
I feel like an insomniac.
I also feel huge guilttrip.
Today was like, one of the best days, esp with Tiff and Tiff at Tiff's place, until maybe. 6 PM. Amazing how many things can go wrong. ==;;
Interesting also how I diee when I keep the majority of everything to myself, coz it isn't even like 蕭十一郎's 只要你我倆人知道，旁人不瞭解我又何足道哉？ There's no 風四娘 for me to speak of, just the 我. _ _;; And it seems I fail at that. Ahaha but too lazy to babble now. Life shall suddenly be better in the morning, because for some reason it always is... ^^;
"Life is pain. Anyone who says otherwise is selling something."
*ephemerally amused*
1918 edit: Feck. Dad just turned my mood completely upside-down. wtf. and, dammit, I know what he's thinking, I know what he thinks about me, and I know how it's completely warped, screwed over, and hell there are so many things I want to shout at him to justify myself but he'll never ask, so I'll never explain. He's tired and angry and too tired to be angry, so he's just swallowing it and if he's doing that there's nothing for me to say, it's like the section in 天龍八部 where 蕭峰 tells that story and... ugh.
2241 edit: The hell, he's done NOTHING but get mad at me all day, I'm sick of it, and I know he's going to get mad at me later coz I screwed over mom's computer when I was researching on it and wasn't being careful and was treating it like my computer (yeah it's an old crappy mac but that also means it never gets infected with ANYTHING) and there's mild ad-ware on it now and that's totally my fault and he can get rid of it really easily because mad-engineer person and all, but I'm still going to get lectured for it and in that he's completely justified, I know I know, but just thinking about more anger and talking and lectures and general pissiness makes me tired. and probably restrictions on mom's computer and compromises and maybe groundings or the laying of laws (been throughhhh this befoooore) and just ehhhhh. wtf was wrong with him today anyway?
2316 edit: Daaaamn. My life at school is so happy. And then I come home and I'm still happy, and then it becomes terrible. And I feel like I'd be happier if I could actually cry, but when I think about it honestly, I don't think I'd actually be. =X Anyway. will be happy at school again tmr. XD
0036 edit: Look it's tomorrow!
I feel like an insomniac.
I also feel huge guilttrip.
Today was like, one of the best days, esp with Tiff and Tiff at Tiff's place, until maybe. 6 PM. Amazing how many things can go wrong. ==;;
Interesting also how I diee when I keep the majority of everything to myself, coz it isn't even like 蕭十一郎's 只要你我倆人知道，旁人不瞭解我又何足道哉？ There's no 風四娘 for me to speak of, just the 我. _ _;; And it seems I fail at that. Ahaha but too lazy to babble now. Life shall suddenly be better in the morning, because for some reason it always is... ^^;
