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Oct. 11th, 2006 09:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chu_totoro...I feel horrible.
So Tiff and Alvin and I had this Japanese project thing and... yesterday I missed half the class for Crystal Springs, and then today they wanted to meet during tutorial to make it up + finish it except I couldn't because I was taking a stupid Chem test which I had ALSO missed yesterday because of Crystal Springs, and then the Chem test took more than all the tutorial so I had to go straight to XC, and some girls had this brilliant idea to organize some "Amazing Race" (to clear their stupid unexcused absences) which was a great idea in theory and absolutely failed in execution, and the girls who planned it happened to live in like Los Gatos or something, and it involved going to several houses and spending lots of time pointlessly running around and I didn't get back until 6:30. And then of course she and Alvin were long gone. And then she wouldn't pick up the phone and eventually online Alvin was like "...yeah we finished it already" and. ugh.
I have never contributed so little in a group project like this. Ever.
...I did literally NOTHING. A bit of research, the title (which is pretty crappy anyway), a measly little general article that's about FOUR lines. That's it.
And I feel really bad for making Tiff do most of the work, because she's suffering academically already. I had some retarded notion of ditching XC afterschool and heading to her house or something, except I completely forgot there was band on Wednesdays, so then I went back to XC and had some retarded notion to go afterwards, because band/XC generally end around the same time on Wednesdays, except of course it didn't and they would've finished everything by then anyway, and I'm just an idiot. And she sounded really tired and really pissed off when she finally picked up, and then I had nothing to say because there was nothing to say and apologising/giving any excuses was just plain retarded, and AHHHHHH. Why do I do this to people.
Goddammit, from now on anything group takes ALL PRIORITY over anything else. I don't ever want this to happen again. When other people have to take the consequences of your own irresponsibility and slacking off and sheer stupidity, it cuts about a billion jillion times worse. And I'll be getting credit for what's all HER + Alvin's work, too, and really none of mine, and I don't deserve it. At all. Maybe I should just tell sensei to hella lower my participation tmr in class.
what the fuck. her japanese grade really needs to be boosted, too.
why am I such a crappy friend
So Tiff and Alvin and I had this Japanese project thing and... yesterday I missed half the class for Crystal Springs, and then today they wanted to meet during tutorial to make it up + finish it except I couldn't because I was taking a stupid Chem test which I had ALSO missed yesterday because of Crystal Springs, and then the Chem test took more than all the tutorial so I had to go straight to XC, and some girls had this brilliant idea to organize some "Amazing Race" (to clear their stupid unexcused absences) which was a great idea in theory and absolutely failed in execution, and the girls who planned it happened to live in like Los Gatos or something, and it involved going to several houses and spending lots of time pointlessly running around and I didn't get back until 6:30. And then of course she and Alvin were long gone. And then she wouldn't pick up the phone and eventually online Alvin was like "...yeah we finished it already" and. ugh.
I have never contributed so little in a group project like this. Ever.
...I did literally NOTHING. A bit of research, the title (which is pretty crappy anyway), a measly little general article that's about FOUR lines. That's it.
And I feel really bad for making Tiff do most of the work, because she's suffering academically already. I had some retarded notion of ditching XC afterschool and heading to her house or something, except I completely forgot there was band on Wednesdays, so then I went back to XC and had some retarded notion to go afterwards, because band/XC generally end around the same time on Wednesdays, except of course it didn't and they would've finished everything by then anyway, and I'm just an idiot. And she sounded really tired and really pissed off when she finally picked up, and then I had nothing to say because there was nothing to say and apologising/giving any excuses was just plain retarded, and AHHHHHH. Why do I do this to people.
Goddammit, from now on anything group takes ALL PRIORITY over anything else. I don't ever want this to happen again. When other people have to take the consequences of your own irresponsibility and slacking off and sheer stupidity, it cuts about a billion jillion times worse. And I'll be getting credit for what's all HER + Alvin's work, too, and really none of mine, and I don't deserve it. At all. Maybe I should just tell sensei to hella lower my participation tmr in class.
what the fuck. her japanese grade really needs to be boosted, too.
why am I such a crappy friend
