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chu_totoro ([personal profile] chu_totoro) wrote2007-04-07 10:11 pm
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ohhhhhhhhhhhh my gosh!!!!!!

I SHOULD HAVE PRACTICED BEFORE I WENT I SHOULD HAVE PRACTICED BEFORE I WENT WTF NOT GOING TO FORGIVE MYSELF T___T

I didn't do too badly, that is to say, but I could've done a lot BETTER. If I had TOUCHED my cello. At all. in between the lesson and the recital.

wtf *guiltdeath* I could've NAILED those last notes. after the double stops. And if I did it would've been so much better. All the other minor errors could be forgiven, but AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

She should've had this recital earlier. Like a couple months ago, when it was originally planned. These recitals serve to remind me how much I suck compared to everyone else, so I can be motivated to work harder.

T___T /flails

I have to work harder than this if I ever want to play the Dvorak Cello Concerto...




skipping the list since double post.